It 's not good for me to be in touch with the asshole who abused me. In the last 2 weeks, I saw him twice, not alone but anyway. It's been damaging me inside.
I'm depressed, I'm insecure, I always want to puke, I've got heartburn's. I'm OK at work but it takes me so much to focus. Seeing him has drained me.
I want someone to hold me tight, I want someone to gently rub my back, caress my hair and tell me everything's gonna be alright.
I want to kill that sick fuck, punch him. I don't want to pretend anymore, I am not good at playing games. I don't want to see him again, I thought I was going to be able but I can't. I'm sorry to be soo weak but I can't see that assholes, kiss him on the cheeks, act like nothing happened when everyone knows!!!He dares to call me sweetie.
what the fuck??? What the fucking hell!
I'm depressed, I'm insecure, I always want to puke, I've got heartburn's. I'm OK at work but it takes me so much to focus. Seeing him has drained me.
I want someone to hold me tight, I want someone to gently rub my back, caress my hair and tell me everything's gonna be alright.I want to kill that sick fuck, punch him. I don't want to pretend anymore, I am not good at playing games. I don't want to see him again, I thought I was going to be able but I can't. I'm sorry to be soo weak but I can't see that assholes, kiss him on the cheeks, act like nothing happened when everyone knows!!!He dares to call me sweetie.
what the fuck??? What the fucking hell!
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