Tuesday, July 22, 2008

I need to remember

That the pain I'm feeling will go away, that it's not the end of the world and I'm going to get back on my feet. I need to remember that I'm strong and courageous because at the moment, I only remember how fucking hurt I'm feeling.

I'm strong, I'm courageous and it's OK for me to express my sadness and my pain, it doesn't make me a weak person. Maybe if I say it enough, I'll believe it?

God, please take me out of this hole, I need to get back on my feet and stop feeling the pain and despairs of these far away memories. Just please give me the strenght to remember that this too shall pass.

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1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Hello. I have read a little bit of your blog. Incest is an evil thing that does ruin lives. There is a way for everyone to obtain peace in their lives, I'm a bit of a hipocrite cause I'm not the best person to advise, but what you really need is God. I'm a Roman Catholic and I beleive that Jesus and Mary are my Father and Mother, and they will never hurt you, but instead will take away your pain and help you deal with any situation you are going through. I believe this to be 100% true if you let Jesus come into your life completely. He will transform you into a happy and peaceful person.

I hope you take my advise and go to any Catholic Church and speak to a Priest. He will guide you, support you and be there for you on your road to Jesus. Please consider my request.

Goodbye.